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I REALISE I FROWN THE WHOLE DAY NOW.
AND MY EYEBROWS HURT, THEY'RE ACHING ):
MY BROWS CANNOT LIFT.
shucks :/
now im forcing it to look upwards :D
and i read my bio book and one of the symtoms of pms is that girls cry a whole lot more.
hahahahaha.

anyways.
i promise not to listen to say goodbye and cry again :D

OKAAYYY!
im having sleepless nights nowadays.
omg i must be old or something.
either that or im just too troubled :/

and i think about alot alot of stuff every night.
2 nights ago,
i wondered who im going to marry next time.
or maybe no one'll want me and i'll become and old spinster for the rest of my life :/
okay maybe i think too much.
i shall worry about this some other day.
HAHAHA :D

then i thought of you again and i asked myself why dont i think of someone else every single day instead?
i thought of all the friends of yours,
and how i disappeared from your life.
ahh nvm ):

OKAY GOODNESS KNOWS WHY BUT MY POSTS NOWADAYS ARE REALLY REALLY EMO.
and i dont like that ):
its not me okay!
im supposed to be high every single day :D
maybe its DEPRESSION.
hahahaha.
but im not someone who'll slit my wrists or whatnots.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
okay the rain's gone, the haze too.
but where's the partyyy? ):

the party got called off.
goodness knows why.
really disappointing.
cause i've never gone trick or treating my life.

okay sorry i think its my depression :/
hahahahah cause im frowning to myself.

nvm! there's always a next year right lizzie? :D

hmm omg i finished watching my meteor garden2 alrd.
in a record of 2 days!
hahaha :D
super duper couch potato!

and yesss.
i need to talk about trainingggg!
OMG OMG OMG LAH.
i feel like taking julia's whole post and pasting it here.
haha :D
nvm, training yesterday really really sucked :/
i want coach leonard backkkkkkk REALLY.
and so does everyone okay!
the new coach talked to us for like an hour or so?
about his success :/
like which famous people he'd taught and what schools he teach ETC ETC ETC.
then we swam for like a FEW MINUTES.
cause he said he wanted to see our stroke but he was like talking to the lifeguard.
i bet he didnt see anything.
OH I KNOW. he was peeping at HAHAHA :D
and omg he's wearing the same crocs as me.
ew :/
then he taught some stoke thingy and the session ended :/
and HAHAHA on the way out he wanted us to sit in his ultra gay mini red car.
how to fit me, swee, julia, sarahchan and yvonne lah!
grrrrr.

okay nvm.
oh mann i have totally nothing to do.
too lazy to plan any outings.
and really really sorry to those people who keep pestering me to plan dates.
cause im soooo lazy and i cant plan for nuts :/

and GUAN, i'll date you! :D
SET OKAY? (:

aw man.
like everyone's blog is dead dead dead.
quotes from swee,
either everyone's going out often, or they're mugging.
my myyyy.
:/