HELLOOO :D
okay was miss heng's farewell but it wasnt really emo cause i was too occupied shading myself from the sun.
and talking to daryl&swee.
:/

and its the last dayy of school!
i know i wont be that close to some people anymore.
like alysson, tiffany, esther etc.
yeah so it was kinda saddd.
but stilll, we'll see each other everyday next year anyway.
im like comforting myself :/

and gladys&lydia&daryl&cherie dearies too!
i wont be the same class as you people anymore.
and especially when gladys&lydia's not going to have recess with me&daryl together ever again.
and i cant really go find you guys to talk next year cause your whole group'll be there.
but i hope for the best tt we'll still be good friends no matter what.
we most prolly wont have chance to even talk next year.
and after two years of friendship with gladys&lydia, i'll really really miss you guys.
but yeah. love you guys, no matter what.
okay so emo ):
sadsadsadsadsadsad.
and gladys we cant share lovely secrets&chat like we used too when you're not with the squashers ever again! ):
and lydia! so many funny things happened which had made us laugh like maddd.
hahaha like during the war memorial ceremony when gwen stomped her foot.
hahahahha. and the mary had a little lamb thing for the presentation skills workshop.
and like super many others luh.
and cherie tooo!
now i wont even have a chance to talk to you guys anymore ):

eee i sound so lonerish.
EEEEEEEE ):
but nvm i'll still have alot of people out there for me :D
hahahaha.
like daryl, swee, juliaaa! (:
and we're gna have upper sec recess next year so there's more people (:

OKAY.
anyways.
i had to carry sooo many things back home my arms couldnt manage :/
and dad couldnt fetch me so i cabbed back :D
and there wasnt anyone at home so i had to wait outside for so so long lah ):
and sorry so and so.
cause i couldnt go out with you guys ):
i had to dump my stuffs at home and i have training later.

gahh swimming is taking over of life lah.

oh and i kinda got lectured my mrs cha today.
there wasnt anything happening in class and most of the people wasnt even there so i wanted to help sell cards :/
then i got caught my mrs cha lah.
and i could just go back lah, not like i look any reluctant.
but she said that all i care is about swimming and where's my commitment to the class?
and sorta lectured me.
grrr ):
then she put jeanette's plastic bag on my table and asked how am i supposed to carry all my stuff home.
then while talking i ACCIDENTALLY flicked my flag and it BROKE :/
and it was seriously an accident.
hahaha then mrs cha lectured me again for accidentally breaking the flag ):
and tt they spent so much time doing the flag etc etc.
it was a straw handle okay!
sighh.
so anyway,
she told me that
"someday you'll have to give more than you receive, then you'll be happier."

okay seriously i really really think of others before myself.
tts what we learn from the bible okay.
and i know its really really thick skinned to say all these but yeah.
i always think twice before saying something.
and i'll imagine, what if someone told me the exact same thing.
just to make sure i dont hurt the person.
and if its meant to be a joke, it really is okay.
& if you really take those to heart, then you're seriously wierd :/
and really sensitive.
(more than i am. and im sensitive cause i cry alotalot.)
like some freaking nerd.
gahh.
sometimes you have to learn to take jokes okay.

OKAY im starting to get out of the point.
but nvm.
and i always rmb everyone's birthday.
and i've given everyone a present before.
sometimes i dont get returns,
but i dont even expect one.
and somehow i dont give more than i receive.
and im always to one to say sorry first.
tho it may not be my fault.
because God says to love your enemies and forgive them 70x7 times which is kinda equal to infinity.
(because you dont really cound how many times you have forgiven someone right?)

yeah.
and i hope one day,
you'll (hint: you're really close to me.hahaha) become a christian and really be a better person.
and i've got loads to learn too.
and im not trying to say you're a bad person in that sense.
but there are some character traits you really have to learn :D

okay i sound so professorish :/

nvm i need to go training! ):
and
I AM GOING TO WAKE UP FROM MY AFTERNOON NAP I TELL YOU.
YES YES I WILL.
okay afternoon nap sounds really kiddish ):
but im going to pray tt i'll wake up :D

and im also going to pray that julia will end up the same class as me(:
so that she wouldnt be a loner :D
PRAY JULIA!
even if you become a loner, you can lone with me! :D