im feeling so &^%$#@ noww.
i don't know how to describe.
im so tired i can just die.
seriously.
my arms ache like mad i cant even lift them up.
my bag was so super light after training and i couldnt lift it up either.
ohmygawwwsh.
we swam quite little today.
only 3.8km.
but it was damn tiring i tell you.
maybe coz i havent trained for a few million days.
or maybe coz i chiong the main sets.

400m free.
200 IM.
5x200-75m free, 25m sculling.
10x10o one free one mainstroke.
20x50 one free one mainstroke.
4x50 free kick.

ohmygawsh.
i chionged like mad for the mainsets.
doing 1.30+ for every 100m fly.
and 40 for every set of 50m fly.
even club training is not tt tiring.
altho we do more in club.
like 5-6km everyday.
but at least we have rests and stuff.
and i get to slack there.
maybe chiong 50m fly to do a 33seconds for four sets.

this is like ten sets.
and consistent 40 seconds for all.
wtfffff.

then * was sitting on the plunging board of my lane.
correcting my stroke and everything after every single lap.
seriously she can just keep quiet right.
why must it be me all the time.
cant she sit on someone else's lane.
and start naggin there instead of here.
)':

* expects us to train everyday using 100% of our strength.
if i'd used 100% of my strenght everyday.
i wouldnt be sitting here blogging.
and she said,
"train till you feel like puking every training session after you get out of the pool."
why not she try that.
i almost puked today too.


i hate this world.
get me out of it nowww.

im tired and Fished up.

BINTAN IN 4 DAYS.
i dont wanna bunk with *
really.
if we do.
i'm going to run back to s'pore without anyone knowing.
i dont mind staying with someone's wierdo mom.
(according to rachel.)
i just dont want HER.

PET ROCKET ACTIVITY today!.
quite funnn mann.
i kept standing behind the rockets before they launch.
coz when it launches,
I'LL GET WET.
AAHAHAHAHAH.
wierdo right.

NEWATER TMW.
ohhh.
im excited.
>.<