IM SO SAD.
scott's like so lonely everyday.
i wanna do something about it.

ARGHHH.
the prob is i dont even noe him.
as friends lar.
he's like.
agrh.

so quiet.
maybe thats how he's like everyday?
nvmmm.

im so sadd.

also coz.
waiyip and yanteng are changing clubs.
then our club got so lil good swimmers.
i hate andy gorilla coach.
he sucks.

im sad sad sad.

then they.
they dont treat me as friends.
i always have to listen to them.
but they will never listen to me.
like do i even noe hu they're talking about?
then when i say something.
they'll be like.
"i dont care.i dont even know him"
then the whole day they're talking about people whom i dont know.
have they felt for me before?
bu nvmm.
i love them all the same <3

but just now during training.
coz most of the Centre Of Excellence people go home alr.
so they gave us more lanes to use.
then me jin hui and mel went to lane4.
then scott!
he came to lane5 lar!!!
OHMYGAWSH!
i almost died.
i almost stopped breathing.
im like.
eeew.
im disgusted by myself?
coz i watch every movement of his.
then mel will go like "eheh! he's sitting there!"
then i'll be "urm. i knew that 15 mins ago"
hoho.

it made me really really happy.
but now come to think of it.
im alr so pissed and sad.
even this dosent make me happy.

he's so cranky now.
pisses me off man.

i hate this world.
i hate school.